How can a single, unemployed, 50 year old get motivated?

My company closed last December. I really liked my job and, after a nice promotion, it was (finally) starting to pay well. If I could have stayed another 15 years, I probably would have, and gotten another promotion along the way, leading to a decent retirement.
But I am an "expert" in a field that is, [...]

is this a load of rubbish or is it safe to agree?

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what isalternative to the ’ship breaking’ of huge ships (eg aircraft carrier)that has become environment issue

Around the world, old naval aircraft carriers are scrapped because they have exhausted their ‘military’ life in terms of metal shield, armament and the communication capabilities.
The ship so decommissioned by the military can be bought below its scrap value as environment concerns put a restriction to its disposal process. A French ship recently sent [...]